As Sydney pointed out in my personal blog, I haven’t updated in a couple of weeks over here. Can I just say I was feeling shameful? After ending the Weight Watchers program at work I continued on my own but fell off of the wagon. I gave in to cravings in a bad way and I was ashamed to track it so for 2 weeks I went on a tracking “strike”. Tracking would make me so how badly I was eating which would make me feel extremely guilty and I wanted nothing to do with it.

But, I still weighed myself in at home and over 2 weeks I saw the weight creep. The damage was not bad honestly – 1.4 lbs. But after losing weight every week for so many months it was a reminder to get back on track before it snowballed and became a pattern in the wrong direction. So I sort of half-assed tracked this past week and was rewarded with a 3 lb. loss. Yay! I am now at an all time low for 2008 – 160.2 I can just see the 150’s and can’t wait to break that line, hopefully next week.

So how bad was I? Let’s just say the last few weeks involved a frito pie, an assortment of cake eaten at work and at weddings, brownies, a cheeseburger with fries, some more fries, pizza rolls, pizza, a couple of mojitos, a frozen margarita, KFC popcorn chicken and many glasses of wine plus various cheesy things. Individually I often include at least one of these in my weekly intake but typically don’t go this overboard!

So there is my confession. And now I am ready to move ahead…